so update.. went to the mars volta/system of a down concert.. was crazy.. the opener (bad acid trip) sucked hardcore balls but the mars volta and system of a down were pretty good.. actually the mars volta was a little dissappointing b/c alot of there music was this interlude noise stuff.. and i didnt fancy it.. but when they got playin they rocked the casba lol.. i have no idea how to spell casba.. but if you know what im talkin about then good for you.. so aside from that..

im very very jealos of my friends who are already at college (amy and krystal) b/c i want so much to be away from home.. im sick sick sick of my family.. i know that sounds bad but i do love them but right now im ready to get away from them.. sometimes they just drive me up a wall.. not to mention the fact that they will not be breathing down my neck once i leave.. tee hee fil.. and i will also be walking distance from our local climbing wall.. not to mention all of my friends.. i mean everyone is already gone.. amy left for osu a week ago.. krystal followed shortly there after.. colina is gone to austin right now and will leave for school once he gets back.. and kyle is leaving for mississippi this weekend.. so that leaves fil and kevin.. considering i havnt seen or heard from kevin almost all summer long that wont change much and i will be able to hang out with fil a lot considering he's my roomie so not much left here for me..

ok so another irkitence ever since yesterday afternoon my internet has been cutting out on me and its freaking annoying.. i cant tell when ppl get something that ive sent them or if they've sent me something.. and im like blakjdalfjdsaf;lasdf b/c its very very annoying.. i cant play online video games.. i cant do a damn thing on the internet.. so comcast this is for you! (and at this point i flipped off my cat5 cable) i just noticed something.. i have this xanga to express myself.. but i cant do that.. i can only express my outter emotions.. whats causing tension in my head i cant relieve... b/c you'll read it.. what truely is bothering me or taking up space in my mind i cannot express... upon this revalation i can say that this is the last time i will update this blog.. i will probably make another one.. but you wont know the address.. and that will be the one where my feelings can let there wings go free and soar into the internet.. so this is me saying goodbye

its amazing how relaxing climbing is. when you start a route everything is cleared from your head. all worries all problems.. doesnt matter how big or small or for that matter how far away... its all gone.. when movies talk about meditating or w/e and zen and shiznit.. this is what i think of. i honestly cant remember anything ive thought about while climbing.. not a thing. when im off the wall i again begin thinking... like if i fall and am looking at the route.. my mind begins spinning wheels but as soon as im back on everything is again gone. all of it.. i dont know kinda random.. but maybe thats why i like climbing so much. seriously theres always noise in my head.. and when its quiet its just so damn peaceful.. i dont think i could ever be more addicted to anything than that feeling.. i think that everyone in the world should try and find what does that for them. and then never ever stop doing it. i know kinda random post but its 310 in the morning and in about 20 hours and 50 mins i'll be 20.. so im allowed a random post :-p

happy happy day! so i get up.. shower.. watch tv... get really bored (same routine everyday) but then i have a sudden urge to go check the mail.. dont know why.. i never check the mail.. so i get off my lazy ass and open the door i look down and there's a little brown box. and guess what was in the box..

did you guess?

FENCING GEAR!! WHOOO!! i cant wait to fence again... o btw how many of you guessed.. how inconsiderate.. didnt even take the time to think of a guess.. thats soo lame.. all you had to do was say i dunno a bologna sandwhich but no you decided to be lazy and just go on down to the answer... im not angry tho.. im just very disappointed..

so then i go to see sky high.. had a few good one liners but was extremely predictable.. then went to colinas and kid kountry.. then watched rescuers down under... got my ass kicked by amy and krystal.. not kicked really just tickled and ended up smelling very frufruy.. and that was pretty much my day... soo sucks to your asmar!

sooo... update... umm.. well ive been climbing a lot... me and fil are mad climbers.. its crazy but we have fun.. this past wednesday was kyle's banging b-day bash... we had fun.. went to grands and the watched a few movies.. theres really not too much to update on... nothings changed.. i give up